Tempest Fugiting.... and some ramblings

So time really does fly... I guess when you spend two weeks reconnecting with someone from your past....meeting a new friend...finding yourself....rediscovering your spirit.... laughing....crying....realizing.... and finally letting go of things that no longer serve you.    Doctors appointments, lawyer meetings, therapy, medication changes (again).... shoes on both feet.... learning how to walk again....

I've spent so much time trying to FIND something, searching, looking, waiting, wondering, wandering and the whole time it was right here just waiting for me to realize ?   I dont know.... I'm still wondering  but not searching.   All of the peices are finally falling into place, I am feeling whole, re-born, re-discovered.

A near death experience and life altering injuries, permanent disability etc.  Really had to back up and regroup.  THIS is my reality now.  THIS is how the rest of my life is going to be.  Deal with it.   The only other option is to roll over and give up.   NOT GONNA HAPPEN.  Not me, I've worked to hard to get where I am, I'm not stopping now.

Thanks for listening to the rambling.... just needed to get this out of my head.  Was going to save it in a draft but then I would chicken out and never publish it.  So, thanks for reading if you managed to get this far.

PS.  I'm not happy that I can't find the spell check button.  so forgive the spelling issues.  thanks